God's Plan

I wish I knew God's plan for my life. I am beginning to stress less, relax, and calm down regarding not knowing God's plan for me. But more than I want to know God's plan for me, I want to know why God does the things that he does. Why does my life have to be so difficult? Why do I have a constant heartache in my life? What am I suppost to be learning from all of this? Why does happiness seem to come so easy to others, but is so hard and rare in my life?

I try to be a good person. A person I would be friends with. A person I would want in my life. For the most part, I think I achieve that goal. I do this because it makes me feel good. I hope that I can brighten someone's bad day or make an okay day good. I believe in karma. I am just waiting for the good karma to come back my way. If good karma can't come my way, I wish the sadness and heartache in my life would go away.