moving on...

Well, I went MIA again from the blog. It happens. I might revisit the "Things I Love" posts at a later date. I am not in the mood for that right now. The past six or so weeks have been a blur. I wish I had taken the time to stop and blog about what was going on. I guess part of me was scared to do so. It would have made it that much more real. I am not going to go blog about it now. I am not in the mood for that either, and I doubt I will ever be. I am emotionally exhausted. I keep thinking about everything. I keep going over everything that happened. As content as I am to deal with this over the break, I sometimes wish I had school going on to be a distraction. I am just trying to deal with it and move on, but it isn't easy...

On a happier note, I am happy to have more "me" time. I am excited about not feeling so busy. I will have time to cook again. I will have time to read again. I will have time to spend with my mom and Ms. Lynne. I will have time to be crafty which is really good considering I just bought a sewing machine! I have to check back at the beginning of April to sign up for my free classes. I also got a really good deal on my sewing machine. I will hopefully have some time to exercise again. I have been slacking on that. I also like the idea of Saturday and Sunday walks on the greenway.

I am going to live my life to make me happy. I am going to trust in God's plan. I am going to grow closer to God. 

I will try to update more often. It's therapeutic.