bad blogger

I wish I was a better blogger. I love to read blogs. It's funny how I sometimes get impatient with other blog authors while waiting for them to update, and yet I haven't updated my blog in months. I hadn't forgotten about my blog. I think of things to blog about often. I only seriously consider half of them. The others seem too personal or whiney. I don't want to blog about ugly things so I keep them more to myself. Anyways, I have lots of things I need to blog about to catch everyone up on my life. One reason I sometimes hesistate to blog is that I don't like having to deal with uploading pictures or finding pictures. All of my favorite blogs include lots of pictures which makes me think my blog is rather boring without them. The main reason I don't blog more is exhaustion. I am exhausted. I work 10 hours a day at school. Then there is the time spent at home working on school things. I have bad sleeping habits which don't work well with my exhaustion. I try not to nap. Sometimes I take naps and other times the nap takes me. Sometimes I am doing good to eat dinner at a decent time. I rarely am able to fix dinner, eat dinner, and clean up dinner all in one night. That is how I ruined my cast iron skillet. If you didn't know you can't stick it in the sink with water for a day or two. It will rust. One of the biggest problems with napping is the fact that it messes up my sleep schedule. When you take a two hour nap from 7-9 or 8-10 you are still wide awake after 12. Then the next day you are tired at that same time again. I have also learned that the exhaustion gets worse as the week goes on. If I don't have plans on a Friday I will probably be napping on the couch by 7:30. I will nap for a few hours, eat dinner, and then fall back asleep. I also have a couch that is WAY to comfortable. I have been trying really hard to sleep the whole night in my bed, and not part of the night on the couch and part of the night in my bed. I need to work on school stuff, surprise surprise. I will try and update the blog sooner rather than later.

Now as I reread this it seems whiney and not so pretty, but I am too tired to redo it and blog about something else. So I guess it will stay.